All I Want :: Faerie
It’s rather said to be,
Me.
So madly in love,
With a man I don’t know,
Letting him twist my emotions,
Like string around his finger.
So wrapped up in HIM.
So obsessed.
WHY?
Dom’s all I want,
And I never even knew,
Until now.
Wishing for that chance,
To see him in the flesh,
Closer than ever.
Just be in the aura around him,
Like a drug,
I just can’t get enough.
He’s all I’ll ever want.

Bittersweet :: Faerie
O’ how bittersweet it is,
To see you, O’ Dominic.
To feel the ecstasy of you,
Yet the bitter bile of the
Knowledge that we shall never meet.
I can hope beyond all the stars,
That our paths cross.
I lay awake at night imagining,
You as a shadow in my room,
A shade!
I think upon your lips,
So sweet to the touch
Of my own,
So bitter to know,
I shall never taste them!
Oh, bitter sweet dreams haunt me,
A phantom of my heart.
So are my dreams of you.

Can’t Leave :: Faerie
I can’t leave you,
Dom, I just can’t.
I try to close your image
On the computer screen.
But I CAN’T!
I can never let you go,
Like an old keepsake
I wear about my neck.
I dream of you day and night,
A sickness that’s so sweet.
I love it.
I love how I can’t drop you like
A pinecone of a tree,
Even though fate may try to make me.
I can’t leave you ever,
You’re everything I see,
And I can’t blind myself from you!
I’m torn up,
I must let you go,
But I can’t leave you.
How can I drown a dream?
A …

Cruel Love :: Faerie
It’s such a cruel love,
This thing I feel,
Like I’m in a crowded room,
And you’re right across.
Your eyes so blue.
So grey. So green.
I try to find you,
Pushing my way against these
Crowds of people,
Dominic,
Your name falls off my lips,
I can almost feel you at my fingertips.
Dominic,
You are a labyrinth,
An enigma,
I cannot understand,
Why my heart weakens to you.
It’s such a cruel love,
That kind that crushes hearts.
As I  watch you from afar,
Lost in your eyes.
Such a cruel love,
As we stand so close,
As you look at me but never really see,
Like …

Dom Dreamer :: Faerie
Dominic,
Your eyes, blue as
Oceans and ultramarine candles,
They hold my dreams,
Wide and far,
Impossible, they say,
To catch such a shining star.
Dominic,
You are those dreams,
Held in your
Divine orbs made of sky,
Blue diamonds set deep,
Wide and hypnotising.
Dominic,
Would you grant me these little wishes?
Let me give you a kiss,
Hold you awhile?
It would be sweet,
Though fleeting and brief.
Dominic, you hear me not.
My hopes remain unfulfilled.
But still your eyes,
Will and always,
Hold my dreams of you.

Everywhere :: Faerie
Dom, you remind me when I’m:
Sucking on lollipop,
I see you doing the same..
Looking at a tree,
I imagine you sitting in it.
Wearing a long scarf,
Lo’ I think of you wearing one of yours!
Listening to The Beatles,
I see you dancing like a maniac.
Everywhere I go,
You’re there,
Walking down the streets,
Sitting on the school bus,
In the classroom during History,
In the libary amongst the books, reading.
You’re jumping on my bed,
You’re driving by on the interstate.
Wherever I go you’re there somehow in my mind.

Haikus :: Faerie
Oh Dom Monaghan
With his cheeky little grin
Oh how I love him!

How it Began :: Faerie
I still cannot believe,
That I chose you.
Dom, above all others,
I wanted you most.
I was once a giggly Orlando Bloom fan,
But it was gone in flash,
At the new shy thought of you,
Like blooming spring crocus.
I refused to fall for your cheekiness,
(How could I?)
Put all my power into resistance.
But my thoughts betrayed what I was used to.
It was shy and strange,
The feeling I had,
Fresh and ripe,
To think of your twinkling eyes
And wide grin.
In the end I yielded,
I finally gave …

In a Dream :: Faerie
A simple dream would be sweet,
To see him as I sleep,
And in the rare chance that
It happens the dream is blur,
Not as it seems.
When I see him in my dreams,
It feels like life,
Like running in the forest,
Chasing fey,
Sweet like enchanted fruits,
To dream of his kisses,
To dream of his face,
To dream of how he holds my hand,
It’s all too sad to wake.
Oh, but when I do,
I hold the dream to me all the day,
So even when …

Lanky Love God :: Faerie
He’s my lanky love god,
My number one dream come true.
Secret Agent Lover Man,
I have been looking for him
All my life but didn’t even know.
The missing piece,
I saw it in his eyes,
All my dreams of him.
So new and nervous this feeling.
Like a flower budding in snow.
I want to be near him,
So close, a part of him,
Maybe an eyelash.
So sad, how I love him,
So desperate for he I do not know.
But still I love him …